Masalah bisa jadi jembatan untuk menyelami banyak hal. Untuk mereka yang baru menjalani hubungan, masalah bisa jadi kesempatan untuk mengetahui karakter masing-masing. Namun tentu saja harus di iringi keinginan untuk saling peduli. Bila akhirnya ditemui masalah dan kemudian hanya berdiam, masih acuh tak acuh, maka kesempatan untuk menyelami banyak hal istimewa itu akan hilang secara sia-sia.

Untuk mereka yang berkarir, masalah bukanlah saat untuk diam terpuruk. Masalah bisa menjadi indikator sampai sejauh mana kemampuan bertahan anda. Ujian terberat adalah bagaimana anda bisa melihat masalah sebagai bekal anda untuk menempa diri anda agar siap untuk masalah yang lebih besar. Bila kata surrender yang anda pilih, maka hanya tanda titik diakhir kalimat yang anda dapatkan.

Keheningan dan Ketidakpedulian bukanlah cara yang baik untuk mengeksplorasi masalah. Sekali lagi, masalah adalah kesempatan emas untuk anda memperbaiki diri dan menjadi lebih baik. Buka mata dan hati serta pikiran anda, kesempatan belajar tidak datang dua kali.

Datanglah Sayang Dan Biarkan Aku Berbaring
Di Pelukanmu, walaupun ‘tuk Sejenak
Usaplah Dahiku Dan Kan Kukatakan Semua

Reff 1:
Bilaku Lelah Tetaplah Di Sini
Jangan Tinggalkan Aku Sendiri
Bilaku Marah Biarkan Ku Bersandar
Jangan Kau Pergi Untuk Menghindar
Rasakan Resahku Dan Buat Aku Tersenyum
Dengan Canda Tawamu,walaupun Tuk Sekejap
Kar’na Hanya Engkaulah Yang Sangggup Redakan Aku

Reff:
Kar’na Engkaulah Satu-satunya Untukku
Dan Pastikan Kita Selalu Bersama
Kar’na Dirimulah Yang Sanggup Mengerti Aku
Dalam Susah Maupun Senang

Brigde:
Dapatkah Engkau Selalu Menjagaku
Dan Mampukah Engkau Mempertahankanku …

Kembali Ke: Reff 1

Jika ada pernikahan tanpa cinta, tentu ada cinta tanpa pernikahan.

Spending Almost Two Months in My Hometown

Myself started to change lately. Especially my mindset. I don’t understand why but maybe it happens because here, I feel the comfortness. Everything run slowly, everything is simple.

The art of doing nothing, as what was written in Eat Pray Love, is something I enjoy the most. Dangerously, I even enjoy the art of thinking nothing. I feel the slowdown of thinking, of self-quality, especially which is related to quality of my brain.

I was then thinking that I can’t spend more time here. I will have limited thinking. Why? Because I totally have no thinking about my future at all! Seriously! Social life really influence our way of thinking.

When I was in Bandung, especially when I was with Abby, I have clear vision of my future. What I really wanna do in advance, my future plan, my to-do list for next. But being here, I could even think that what I got is what I deserve for. I don’t even remember of my obsession to traveling, to see the world, to explore the mystery inside it. And this is an alert!

I do not refuse an idea to be a person who can easily receive whatever is given. But if it runs for long time, I’m afraid I will be a human with limited thinking. Here, I don’t have any friend who can fill me in talking about future. Future for everyone in my hometown is clear and simple: work (or to get money), get married, have children, being at home peacefully. An idea of traveling around the world seems utopian even to be just opened in informal conversation with friends in living room.

Meanwhile, as for me, world keeps billions of mysteries and secrets that even cannot be explored even until we leave this world. And I pleasedly want to get involved, take part of the exploration, in every second of my life, eventhough I could only find a little bit of it.

And finally, even to keep my obsession to see the world which was very easy when I was in Bandung, I need to fight it out to keep it alive while I am in Bontang. I do not underestimate Bontang. It is only mindset difference matter. I don’t consider it as wrong or shallow. I just feel that it doesnt suit me. I dont want to stay any longer here. At the moment.

“tanpa bosan mutar lagu ini bener soundtrack of my life,aku ama pasanganku beda agama hingga kami putus selama 6thn tp? km kembali lagi karna sama2 merasa tak menemukan pengganti dan sekarang kami tlah bersama dalam perbedaan sulit untk membuat orng pengerti perbedaan but i dont care what people said aroud,semoga pernikahan kami langgeng tak terpisahkan lagi hanya karna perbedaan agama,bisa saling menjaga tanpa mengangu agama,selama saling bisa menghargai tak harus cinta diakhiri” ~ Prasdilla ~

The other main reason is religion. Almost 80% of youth in Korea have no religion. In Korea, when you get 17, you are free to chose which religion you belief. And many of them won’t chose one of it. The Concept of life is zero! They think when we (people with religion) praying, we just like talking with ourself. That’s why they are too rasional. They also has a concept of reincarnation, where people will re-born as a new kind to fix their life in the past. So, it’s the answer why they’re too easy to ended their life. They will think that they can be a rabbit, or maybe monkey.

Well, it’s too sad, we should to believe that we still have Almighty God. He can do anything for us. He never gives us problems he knows we can’t handle. So, keep strong!

My previous webhoster is also good, Dracoola.com which is operated by Indonesian company. Their support is realtime means when i need them, they are online and can assist me immediately. Their hosting price is also good. For 200MB they charged IDR 100k for annual terms. It’s about 9 to 10 dollars. But I think for my current needs, I will choose Midphase.com.

My Midphase.com account will be valid for 2 years. This is enough time for me to save money for next round (extends). Two years for only 113USD$ is a good price. Cheaper than other webhosting. My current migration also for Justhost.com, I have 1 year contract with them that will be ended soon in July 2011. That’s also a reason for me to find another webhosting.

Not only webhosting, I also transfered my domain from Cheapnames.com to Name.com (my fave registrar). The best for Name.com is their DNS system! The fastest DNS response ever! No need to wait until hours or days, my domain just resolved before a minute. Previously I use EveryDNS.net service for my DNS management when my domain still registered in Cheapnames.com.

Well, it’s a long journey with Midphase.com, hope that everything will be smooth and no problem in the future. Glad to have Midphase.com as my webhosting provider. Thank you so much for Dracoola.com that hosted my website for almost 2 years. Good experience with all you guys. Also thanks for EveryDNS.net that provide me free DNS management even it now being paid service hosted by DynDNS. Now LewiVerdatama.com is officially has a nice sit in Midphase.com class.

Good nite everyone! Have a nice weekend

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